Heart VS Head: Rambles of the Heart
Today I posted a picture of myself on Instagram. I think I look really pretty, but I also look sad. So far only one person commented about the feeling I conveyed, and that was through DMs. Why did people not address it? I think it was a little obvious but people are afraid to read into it. I couldn't figure out why I posted that picture, maybe for validation, or encouragement. Maybe the expression was a cry for help. No, a test. For what reason? I don't know. I'm feeling a little sad, and a little anxious. Of course I have plenty of my own issues to feel this way about, but I still managed to take on more anxieties that do not belong to me. My mom's. I listened as she talked today. In fact, I started the whole conversation because I felt led to. I can blame myself for that I guess. Oddly, I started off the day pretty low emotionally. Which I didn't realize until now. My day was like a hill, started off low, had a high in the middle, and now I'm low agai...